fight back

fight back when you get ready
however... time issue for "get ready" is serious consideration

fight back you have to know:
who are you fighting back?
why are you fighting back?
what are you fighting back?
how are you fighting back?
and the most important is when are you gonna fight back?

fight back with a team/alone/or use someone to do?
fight back at the same time you need to establish your bridge to contact each side of people or things.
never get so much easy to be done.

開會後小逛自由廣場

到台北開會 在中正紀念堂
開完去取車前
剛好看到一群阿兵哥正在為國慶表演排演
才想到～ 對吼！
雙十國慶要來了 十十
天氣很舒服 微風加上有龍騰虎躍的軍歌樂曲
超high~
但可能太舒服了... 居然一股很大的便意襲擊而來
還好兩廳院的廁所真的很五星級....
才剛要解褲頭 屎就急著探頭了
我說啊～ 你們真是屎在太急了！！
搞完屎後 一定要來提升一下自己的風度翩翩有為青年的氣質
去逛了一下誠品
因為想買蔣友柏的新書
買啦！只是不知道何時有機會看....

今天的25度天氣真的很棒
希望心情也給自己加滿油

工作半年後的心得

想哭沒眼淚是悲哀
胃痛肚子痛甚至肛門痛到噴血 誰鳥你

頭冒煙 像是北投溫泉
是情緒部會控制嗎？還是阻力太多？

昨晚反胃到吐

new terms

Sake
–noun

1. cause, account, interest, or benefit: for the sake of all students.

2. purpose or end: for the sake of appearances.

—Synonyms
1. regard, consideration, respect. 2. reason.

Intrinsical

–adjective

1. belonging to a thing by its very nature: the intrinsic value of a gold ring.

2. Anatomy . (of certain muscles, nerves, etc.) belonging to or lying within a given part.

July 2010

2010. 7
Taiwan

夏至 嚇滯

掙扎 抗拒 退縮 哭泣
忘了開心的笑是怎樣開始
是左邊的嘴角要向上仰幾度才是
還是右邊的嘴角
亦是兩邊的嘴角已經枯萎的像凋零般的花蕊

呼吸原本是急促到放再肚子上的電腦都可以看到大力起伏
逐漸轉變成深深的一個長嘆息
電腦看起來就像是一隻吵不醒的敗陣鬥牛犬

thanks

在這樣的情況下看到了凝聚力
絕對不是莫名的感動
因為是發自內心
謝謝

這樣的0.1是postive and go on and on I believe.
deeply appreciate all you have done in this moment
not afraid anything could be bad happen on you....
thanks

Patronize

patronize

–verb (used with object),-ized, -iz·ing.

1.

to give (a store, restaurant, hotel, etc.) one's regular patronage; trade with.

2.

to behave in an offensively condescending manner toward: a professor who patronizes his students.

3.

to act as a patron toward (an artist, institution, etc.); support.

—Related forms

pa·tron·iz·a·ble, adjective

pa·tron·i·za·tion, noun

pa·tron·iz·er, noun

re·pa·tron·ize, verb (used with object),-ized, -iz·ing.

trans·pa·tron·ize, verb (used with object),-ized, -iz·ing.

un·pa·tron·iz·a·ble, adjective

well-pa·tron·ized, adjective

Don't patronize me!

number life

there is always someone waiting for challenge you...
but, it doesn't mean you are ready for these conflicts and awkward shits.

today's topic:
1*1*1*..10 times = 1
1.1*1.1*1.1..10 times =2.85
0.9*0.9*0.9*..10 times = 0.31

what is your life about? 1? 2.85? or 0.31?

at first, you think you can solve the problem but you never thought about the issue of problem has been there for 25y or more 30 years... there is no way to switch in correct once or ....even you beg them...
how silly is!

niche

Niche is the new term for recently
It's pretty close to what i wonder for these days - niche
Rare people can work for their love and what they was majoring in college...
Why? there is no specific reason for these ridiculous crazy things.

half is not from all...

學生跟上班族
我發現我可能比較願意當學生兼打工
沒有太大的想法
只是比較單純罷了

it's easier and simple to be a student than ...
beside that...probably I just wanna escape from this moment or people
however, I cant do anything which I think or plan... honestly this is not on my schedule even just one second... so? and so? I keep so n so and when I'd get what I want.
i should learn something new to reduce the massive tasks shit.
Could be it could be someday... not too long ...
I could just die with silence......peaceful eventually - back where you belong..... I should try to getting know how to and what to love myself...

忙哪樁？

單身
要應付的事感覺比非單身還多

失去

不要那麼酷喔
美國回來的喔 很好啊
但是你一定要融入我們這樣的環境 打入我們 即使你在美國很久
頓時
我沒有自由了也沒有自己了
那我還有什麼
不就是一個傀儡因仔 讓你弄吧

我還有什麼？皮骨

彎

轉彎 誰是舵手？
自己是誰？

0331-2010

滿月了 老爸提醒我的
要不然也傻呼呼的不知道自己要變滿月寶寶了

一切就是這樣 很多無言 但是就又滿肚子的話想說
傻呼呼啊我傻呼呼

1st thing of job

Honestly I really do enjoy on my working so far but not this moment...
I don't blame only the Person but all people in the office too, especially I tried to help others up to argue with him...
I feel I involve in really serious and dangerous situation and which I hate it.

又一個年 又一個我 又一個開始與結束

在不到一個小時之後
我就要離開美國了
沒有太多的不捨與難過
只有更多的疑惑和期待

結束了15天的美東靠北冷到爆之臉有點變大之旅
就像朋友所說得
我真的是像風一般的
待不到一天的情況之下又準備要另一次的飛行
而且這次的目的地好像是要回家又不像是要回家
困擾.....
阿母說要成熟懂事一點因為過年就要31歲了
歐買尬都～
三十冒出一歲了 感覺怎麼我好像什麼成就都沒有
倒是玩了很多地方 做過很多傻事 得罪過很多人
也流了不少眼淚不管是自己或別人

值得開心的～金寶妹的誕生 我可是舅舅囉
真是迫不及待要看這個小寶貝 很黏她阿嬤的小寶貝